"We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospect." — Anaïs Nin

Maybe I'll change someone's world with these words. You never know.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Are you ugly? A liar like me?

This is my dufus hat.

I think it is so ugly. I loved the pattern, but the way it knit up was less than appealing to me. So I wear it only around the house on days I REALLY dont care about my appearance (which is most days around the house).

Yes folks, this is the ugly truth about Ashley Meek....I'll be here all week. These pictures were taken here tonight, in the kitchen, as I sit here. With my cellphone camera.
I felt the need to reveal myself true. So often when we photograph ourselves, we glamorize things. We find the best angle and we use it to our advantage, which ends up being a bunch of the same photos. I wanted raw, different and real. I hope that's what I achieved.
I love you all.

p.s. the title of this post is from a well loved song of mine

"Ugly"
-The Exies-

Are you ugly?
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don’t know
Money it’s no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?

[Chorus]
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we're far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we're far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?

Turn a blind eye
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?

[Chorus]

I don’t care, you don’t care
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, like me

[Chorus]

Are you Ugly? [X3]

1 comment:

Emily's World said...

You are not ugly my dear! I love you!