the thing about friends you take a liking to, is that once they take a liking to anyone but you, it is your mission in life to hate that person and everything they do together. whether you mean to or not. it comes at you all of a sudden. at least in my experience. and its mostly supposed to be an underground job. nobody's to know this. except your best friend. if theyre lucky. and in this case, they are. its near impossible to stay sane while wanting someone to want you when their eyes are full of want for someone else. especially when they have acquired there person of interest. happening to not be you. theres little worse than loving someone that doesnt see you. its kinda like waving at a blind person. you can slowly put your arm down and not talk about it because they didnt see you do it, but you will always know it happened and be embarrassed regardless. maybe. no, you will.
i love being all vague. it is intriguing. to all my...lack of readers.